November 2010
33 posts
Two Different Perspective.
- Boy: I saw her today.
- Girl: I saw him today.
- Boy: It seems like it's been forever.
- Girl: I wonder if he still cares.
- Boy: She looks better than ever.
- Girl: I couldn't stop staring at him.
- Boy: I asked how things are going.
- Girl: I asked about his new girlfriend.
- Boy: I'd pick her over any girl I'm with.
- Girl: He's probably really happy right now.
- Boy: I can't even look at her without crying.
- Girl: He couldn't even look at me.
- Boy: I told her I miss her.
- Girl: He didn't mean it.
- Boy: I meant it.
- Girl: He doesn't mean it.
- Boy: I love her.
- Girl: He loves his new girlfriend.
- Boy: I held her for the last time.
- Girl: He gave me a friendly hug.
- Boy: Then I went home and cried.
- Girl: Then I went home and cried.
- Boy: I lost her.
- Girl: I still love him.
I don’t know…
but…
I think I maybe…
Falling for you…
I don’t know what to think…
Is this real?
or just a dream…
I don’t know where to start…
or what to say to you…
Maybe I should keep this to myself…
Waiting till I know you better…
I’ve only got you inside my mind…
You know you have made me blind…
My heart is racing…
The emotions keep spinning out…
I’ve been spending all my time…
Just thinking about you…
I am trying not to tell you…
But I want to…
I’m scared of what you’ll say…
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling…
Sometimes I felt tired of holding this inside my head…
I know the fact that If we keep on deny the love that is given to us…
if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss….
then our lives will be empty, our loss greater…
but I really afraid of being rejected and I can’t bear to lose a friendship!
Love quote saying that “ It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return,
but what is the most painful is to love someone
and never find the courage to let the person know
how you feel ”…
but right now…
no matter how strong this feeling on you…
I think Its a little too late…
no matter how much I wish that we were made for each other…
born to become best friends and lovers…
It is just impossible for now…
since you’ve made your choice…
and that girl…
IS NOT ME….
I just wish that you would know how much I love you…
wish for you to tell me you love me too…
and that is so impossible!
so…
I’m letting you go…
I told you to leave me alone…
when the fact that I always want you in my life…
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I used to be a very spoil kid long time ago…
I love to be pampered all the time…
I make people around me feel annoyed and sicked of me!
n I don’t give a damn shit to whatever they’re saying…
I love to live in my very own fairy tales land…
I make people laughed at me for acting weird like talking to myself…
I always wish for something that doesn’t even make sense all the time…
My family always told me that I didn’t behave like my age…
I just love to act weird…
I think being weird is fantastically amazing!
because you are different than others…
n that is the best way to steal the attention of the adults…
because most of the time…
they were too busy doing absolutely nothing!
n I have no idea why am I typing all this craps?
well I guess I really miss my childhood…
The best memory that I’ll never want to lose…
simply because…
memory is a way of holding on the things you love…
Time pass by so fast…
but I never appreciate each second of it…
how I wish I could turn back time…
and make things better!
but hey silly,
there is no way you could ever turn back time!
In fact, nobody can!!!
Nobody can go back and start a new beginning,
but anyone can start today and make a new ending…
So…
I am proudly announce that I’ve turned 20 this year!!!
I wish to live a better life…
To strike my goal in life!
To excel in my studies!
To make my parent proud of me!
To repay all their kindness…
To make more quality friends!
To fall in love…
To get married…
To have kids…
To perform Haj…
To live happily ever after….
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( THIS IS MY BIGGEST WISH RIGHT NOW! I WANT A SCOTTISH FOLD SO FUCKING BAD!!!I WOULD MARRY ANY GUY WHO WILLING TO GET IT FOR ME..huhu)
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“I wish i was born blind, so i would never see you. i wish i was born with no brain, so i wouldn’t think about you. i wish i was born with no heart, so i couldn’t love you. But sadly, i have everyone of those things. So i may see you once again,i may think about you once more and i will always love you eternally…”
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sharifah nur filzah
(via justeapurple)
my dream wedding gown…
need a lil touch up…
more beads, sequins, and everything that will make it more like a princess~
simple yet pretty isn’t it?
I can’t wait to get married…
put on beautiful dresses on me…
feel pretty for a day…
but the question is…
will I get married?
who would be the knight that will save me from this nightmare?
Is he out there somewhere?
Is he lost in his way to find me?
or maybe he already fall for other girl he met along the way?
FULL STOP!
“I try to talk to you, but I don’t know what to say. I am afraid you
don’t want me to say anything. I’m afraid that you won’t listen. Afraid If I’m
might disturb you and if my words would hurt you. So I don’t. But inside of
me there are words waiting to come out to tell you how I feel, like how I miss
you…I miss everything about you. And how I love you like I never ever love no
one before you. And how much I need you in my life. But those
words may forever stay in my heart, locked inside..
Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too…
but I’ll never know..!”
“I WANNA BE THE GIRL WHO MAKES YOUR BAD DAYS BETTER…
THE ONE THAT MAKES YOU SAY, ” my life has changed since i met her ” ..” —
THE ONE THAT MAKES YOU SAY, ” my life has changed since i met her ” ..” —
MY SWEET 20th BIRTHDAY
(*2 people missing in this picture!)
IT IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING EVER HAPPENED TO ME…
YOU GUYS CAUSED EVERY TEARS I DROPPED FOR THE PAST 11 DAYS!!!
I WAS RUNNING LIKE A GIRL WHO JUST SAW HER BOYFRIEND CHEATED ON HER…
BUT EVERY SINGLE TEARS WORTH EVERYTHING YOU GUYS HAVE DONE FOR ME…
THANKS A LOT FOR THIS SIMPLE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION YET IT IS VERY MEANINGFUL TO ME…
I DON’T DESERVE ALL THIS BUT I REALLY APPRECIATE IT…
I LOVE EACH OF YOU BOYS AND GIRLS…
TILL DEATH DO US APART…
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(found 1 missing guy from the previous picture! ) =p
The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with…
Never saying a word…
And walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you’ve had…
NEVER SAY GOODBYE!
A “goodbye” is never painful unless you’re never going to say hello again…
I hate the word…
Solitude has long since turned brown and withered…
Sitting bitter in my mouth…
And heavy in my veins…
Saying “goodbye” is the hardest thing ever!
I cannot say “goodbye” to those whom I have grown to love…
For the memories we have made will last a lifetime and never know a “goodbye”…
And this is the reason why every time you waved your hand high and said “goodbye”
I kept my hand low and said “don’t go”…..
I CAN’T THINK OF YOU ANYMORE
IT’S NOT THAT I AM MAD AT YOU
IT’S JUST THAT WHEN I THINK OF YOU I REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
AND WHEN I REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
I REALIZE I CAN’T HAVE YOU
AND THAT MAKES ME LOVE YOU EVEN MORE
Without i realize, it’s been a year we’ve known each other…
You make me fall for u in every second of it…
I didn’t realize how much I love u till u totally ignore me that day…
I miss to have a long conversation with u…
Together coloring our very own fairy tales…
But I guess its kinda too late for me to tell you how I really felt about you…
You’ve made your choice and clearly that girl is not me…
A GIFT OF A FRIEND...
Here are some of my best of the best friends…i met them @ Kedah n hopefully our friendship will last forever…
You can have as many best friend as you wish!!!
but for me…I’m looking for the best quality in a friendship not quantity!
ponn...ponn..
ATTENTION!!!This is my first post!Hell ya I am so excited like a baby who just got a license to explore the world!*cheers* =)
So many things happened to me lately. I’m in a very critical condition. Enough bout me… So, have you guys listen to “stay” by Miley Cyrus? Gosh I’m damn lovin it! and the lyrics means a lot to me! The 1st time i heard that song i cried so badly! Hope you guys would enjoy it as much as I did! (~,~)”
( Isn’t she looks damn HOT?!!!Gosh I love her! )
” Well, I tried to live without you The tears fall from my eyes I’m alone and I feel empty God, I’m torn apart “
